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"Then you will move back to
the city where Kim Deal lives?
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My God!
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If you see her, will you send her my regards?
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Yeah.
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- We are all grown up now.
- A toast to Jesse.
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If these were my last 2
days in the city...
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...wouldn't be sitting at the table
with my usual friends...
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...trying to play or something.
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I would be having sex.
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With someone from the internet.
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What if Ohio is like the
next San Francisco.
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I'm serious.
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Like Rock'n'Roll, man.
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But Ohio is not a city
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Ohio is the next San Francisco.
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I say this because you are going to be in
this small town.
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You will have a lot of time to
finish your art projects.
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Those who are half there in your house.
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To be realistic, it is good that
you are trying new things
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Think of all those who waste
his first 30 years...
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...who are still in their adolescence.
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They don't make any changes.
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Yes I like all that but I think...
Ohio?
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And what's on your list?
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Shannon's mix, number 1.
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That piece of art, number 2.
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Well I have...
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I don't know, it's difficult because
We have resources here.
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We are all fighting for
same resources.
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So I think when I get there.
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Everything will be easier, because there
No one else will do what I do.
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And everyone here does the same thing as me.
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You can have your own kombucha.
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I hate kombucha.
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You know I hate kombucha.
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For me, Ohio is kind of neutral.
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Because that's where I grew up.
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I don't even have feelings about that.
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What makes it more deadly...
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Which is perfect for you,
It's like an empty slate.
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You can get out of that neutral zone.
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You can start again.
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It will be so strange.
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It will be totally different.
When I return to Miami...
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...I think "My God, I can't
believe that I hated this place."
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Did you know that Andy Warhole made the
most of his jobs in Ohio.
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Like the first ones he made.
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Really?
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No. Are you kidding me?
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Are you shitting big or what?
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You already know
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Are you okay?
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Yeah.
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I was thinking about going away for a while.
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Yes, in fact I will go out for a while.
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You know I love my friends.
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But they're all up there
sitting there being very positive.
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About everything.
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It's not what I need right now.
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So...
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I'm drunk and I thought...
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...you have been one of the few who
He tells me things directly...
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...so say it...
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Tell me everything how horrible it will be...
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...live in Ohio.
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Ready, tell me.
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What do you want me to tell you?
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Everything will change, you know.
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And now you will have more family time.
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I know. I don't think I'm ready for that.
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I haven't had to explain what
I do my father in a long time.
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I'm not ready to need it.
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I don't want to think about that.
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Is there some art going on there?
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Have you checked that?
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I'm afraid of that.
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But the truth is not about that.
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What happens is that my inspiration
has stopped flowing...
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...for fear of not having money.
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And will Ohio solve that?
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Well yes, maybe.
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You will not have to pay rent
in 6 months or more.
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This way I will be able to give more payments to my
credit cards.
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I can't even... it's too much.
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Something psychological will come out of me.
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You have to think about your work
like a job.
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Something that generates profit,
not merely artistic.
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I say...
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The revolution is not taking a
job in a restaurant...
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...so you can be an artist.
You know you are an artist.
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If you live a little on the street,
it doesn't matter. That's how it should be.
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It's good to hear you talk about it.
But I can't do it.
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I'm not that enthusiastic guy
all the time.
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I know, maybe you know.
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I'm not going to live on the street.
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I'm not you, it's beautiful,
but I'm not that.
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That's how I feel.
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Could you go out with me, buy me
2 or 3 farewell drinks...
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...and continue with this conversation?
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No.
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But tomorrow I'm going out with Ben.
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Mr. Ben.
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I haven't seen him since the day
officially...
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...we're done.
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That surprises me.
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It has always been your consolation.
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Yes, I know.
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It doesn't matter, which bar will we go to?
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You will go alone.
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Tell me when you're going to finish.
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Do you like this?
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- Are you going to finish?
- Yeah.
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Do you want me to do something?
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- Yes, please.
- One way or the other.
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- Is it okay?
- Yeah.
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Thank you.
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Are you going to finish?
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Yes, almost.
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Thanks, I'm fine.
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Give me a kiss.
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I guess I'm done.
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It's okay.
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Where are you staying?
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It's far from here, it's a hostel.
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Is it okay if I stay here?
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Yes of course.
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Thank you.
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Are you comfortable?
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I think I better stop packing
until we clean your room.
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I'm excited.
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I can clean my own room.
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Really?
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It's time to get up.
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What you have learned in your
research on lesbians.
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And the problems they have with
sexual intimacy.
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One of the questions
What makes me a lot is...
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�Lesbians lose...
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...the sexual appetite in a
stable relationship...
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...and it is different between couples
lesbians and heterosexuals?
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We do not have scientific information
to answer that question.
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But there is a solid study
made in the 80's...
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...from the University of
Washington...
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...after 10 years of
live together
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Do you think it's strange that
Am I excited to see it?
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By the way, this feels fantastic
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You see how good I am for you.
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You are good for me.
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Seriously, right now...
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...�he is my consolation.
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Makes sense, right?
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What? No, we won't have sex.
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OK.
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Anyway, I can't decide what
will feel or what will do.
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How are you and Ferrin?
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He asked me to clean my
fourth this morning.
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I know.
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You don't have to clean it, I mean...
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They already talked about this, but when
you move you must be understanding.
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You must be pleasant and with limits.
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It may be about that.
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He has always been someone
who can you tell...
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"no, I can't stand this."
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And he is very good at reciprocating.
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Yes, I think it will be fine.
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It will take work, that's all.
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Completely.
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I must shape it.
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Leave my mess there.
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Isn't that going to depress him?
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Are you really that sensitive? It is
a party, not a funeral.
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Yes, but this is something dark,
don't you think?
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Are you still happy that
Did I move in with you?
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Of course I am.
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You'll say something, right?
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What do you do?
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I am a copywriter.
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What is that?
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Basically, I work in advertising.
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�You have to go to the
university for that?
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Yes I went.
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How bad.
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I hate clothes.
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I'm just here until I put something together.
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Do you like this one?
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No, I hate it.
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I had 6 different jockstraps.
in bed, lined up.
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And he had as many tattoos as if
I would have been in prison.
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All the time he said...
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...things like...
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Your coach is going to rape that ass.
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All the time.
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He made me lie down in bed...
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...touch me...
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...try on 3 of the jockstraps...
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Do you know what happened?
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Crabs caught in my jockstraps.
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It was a pain, I hated it.
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- This one fits you.
- I've never had lice.
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- Really?
- Of course, no.
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They are the worst, I still remember
the first time.
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Can't you just tear them off?
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They are buried.
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Do they leave eggs or something?
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Anyway, I met a guy and...
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...we caught crabs from the same guy...
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He had them for 4 months, he was covered.
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More like they were lice.
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I was vomiting and pale,
He didn't wash.
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But the boy who
It happened, he was from Fresno...
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Fresno, seriously? I'm from Modesto.
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Shit, seriously. I remember that.
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Anyway, the guy who had the time...
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Now he lives here and was the first boy
the one I messed with...
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And he was so good, he hit me 3 times.
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What?
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He hit me with lice and I went back to him.
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He stuck them back on me and I went back to him.
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And he glued them back on me again.
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Are you kidding me?
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I don't know, I feel like
We grew up being neighbors.
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Do you know what it's like there?
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Or you sleep with a
weird farmer...
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...or with the guy with the huge penis
that the lice keep hitting you.
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I'm going to check this guy out.
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Hello, call me, there are some
things we should talk about...
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As you arrive tomorrow, we need
talk, call me
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I'll try to call you later.
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Keith?
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Keith?
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Excited to see you.
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I want...
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I want to tell you all my secrets.
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All those things that make me seem...
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...ugly.
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I never felt like this before.
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I'm always so cheesy, you laugh at me.
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No, no, it's not like that.
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If you laugh, inside...
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Are you going to pretend that
Did you not recognize me?
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No.
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I'm not trying to be mean or anything.
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But I know how you finished the
things with Jesse...
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...I went with him, you
who knows where...
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I hate how things happened.
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I feel like I don't even...
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Is it a poppy? Are they poppies?
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- I like them.
- Thank you.
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We didn't have the chance
to know each other.
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Plus you were always in L.A.
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LA, yes, I was there.
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My God, I'm too old for this.
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Please.
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Besides, I hardly see anyone anymore.
none of them.
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I saw Jesse last night.
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Oh, yes?
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How is he? You don't have to say anything.
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Is that why you are here? to dress you
sexy for Jesse.
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No.
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It's your farewell party
tonight...
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Yeah... I just... no.
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Are you going?
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00:27:29,923 --> 00:27:31,358
Yes, of course I will go.
263
00:27:32,217 --> 00:27:33,294
"Am I going to see you there?"
264
00:27:33,395 --> 00:27:34,395
Yeah.
265
00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:36,112
Will you get very drunk?
266
00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:42,869
No, this has to go and
everything has to go.
267
00:27:43,436 --> 00:27:46,364
- This?
- He has to go.
268
00:27:46,506 --> 00:27:47,467
Where should he go?
269
00:27:47,468 --> 00:27:49,168
I don't know, but not with me.
270
00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:52,128
Follow the rhythm.
271
00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:53,213
I can't keep up with your pace.
272
00:28:02,055 --> 00:28:06,135
You're going to be fine, girl.
273
00:28:06,236 --> 00:28:08,269
Especially with this wig.
274
00:28:08,270 --> 00:28:09,270
Yeah.
275
00:28:09,354 --> 00:28:10,897
Tell me, show me what you have.
276
00:28:12,632 --> 00:28:13,566
This is all I have.
277
00:28:13,783 --> 00:28:14,792
Is that all you have?
278
00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:18,863
And you won't need any of this either.
279
00:28:19,180 --> 00:28:20,949
I know. I don't know how the hell I'll sell it.
280
00:28:21,074 --> 00:28:22,534
Nobody buys things.
281
00:28:22,675 --> 00:28:24,077
I don't think you're going to sell it.
282
00:28:24,936 --> 00:28:26,371
But that's our secret.
283
00:28:28,381 --> 00:28:30,458
George! Jorge.
284
00:28:33,711 --> 00:28:35,179
You walk into that bar...
285
00:28:35,279 --> 00:28:37,048
...and at the top there are straps...
286
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:39,830
...and you put your butt like this...
287
00:28:39,831 --> 00:28:42,831
...if you turn back,
your butt is here.
288
00:28:42,832 --> 00:28:43,932
Come on try.
289
00:28:44,889 --> 00:28:47,934
You turn back.
290
00:28:47,976 --> 00:28:50,103
Do you want to try?
291
00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:53,481
- Yes, yes.
- Like this?
292
00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:58,011
Some movements that are...
1, 2, 3, 4.
293
00:28:58,111 --> 00:29:01,281
No, 1, 2, 3, 4. And head to the side.
294
00:29:01,931 --> 00:29:04,451
It's like, change, change, change.
295
00:29:06,202 --> 00:29:08,455
Still, still, still.
296
00:29:40,028 --> 00:29:42,280
I sent you the copy at around 2.
297
00:29:43,114 --> 00:29:45,577
Yes of course.
298
00:29:45,578 --> 00:29:48,536
You're going to have to do something with that,
I can't this weekend.
299
00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:56,669
Look, it's delivered until Thursday.
300
00:29:56,711 --> 00:30:01,341
Do what you can on the weekend,
and I'll see him on Monday.
301
00:30:02,967 --> 00:30:05,053
Yes, I understand.
302
00:30:05,094 --> 00:30:06,522
But...
303
00:30:06,622 --> 00:30:10,475
I have some matters to discuss,
so I have to go.
304
00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:13,728
Call me if you have any problems.
305
00:30:13,811 --> 00:30:15,021
Good, goodbye.
306
00:31:41,065 --> 00:31:42,191
Hello, what's wrong?
307
00:31:42,650 --> 00:31:46,262
You had said you would clean, and
it was getting late...
308
00:31:46,362 --> 00:31:48,698
�And you decided to move everything
my shit here?
309
00:31:48,948 --> 00:31:50,908
I thought I was doing you a favor.
310
00:31:51,976 --> 00:31:55,271
I should have asked, I wasn't trying to be
passive-aggressive.
311
00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:57,165
I just thought that...
312
00:31:59,584 --> 00:32:00,284
Whatever.
313
00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:18,394
It's good to see you, Benj.
314
00:32:21,189 --> 00:32:22,023
You look well.
315
00:32:22,815 --> 00:32:24,717
It's strange to see you with your hair cut
and without your mustache...
316
00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:26,235
You look different.
317
00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:28,680
Why did you decide to change your
porn actor appearance?
318
00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:32,033
You already have time.
319
00:32:37,580 --> 00:32:40,291
I thought I was too old to
have that look.
320
00:32:42,001 --> 00:32:43,252
I don't need a look like that.
321
00:32:43,294 --> 00:32:44,420
No, you don't need it.
322
00:32:51,661 --> 00:32:52,470
How have you been?
323
00:32:53,513 --> 00:32:54,347
I'm fine.
324
00:32:55,056 --> 00:32:57,308
I'm happy to get rid of
all my shit
325
00:33:00,019 --> 00:33:01,396
I'm going to have this great
party tonight.
326
00:33:01,604 --> 00:33:02,480
You're coming, right?
327
00:33:02,689 --> 00:33:03,898
Yes, I was hoping to go.
328
00:33:13,282 --> 00:33:13,982
What?
329
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:20,915
This is so crazy, I feel like it's not
time has passed.
330
00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:24,752
Nothing.
331
00:33:27,964 --> 00:33:28,664
You look well.
332
00:34:22,502 --> 00:34:25,229
So I see it and...
333
00:34:26,998 --> 00:34:29,942
...I run towards him, I hug him...
334
00:34:31,444 --> 00:34:33,580
I feel my arms around him
and it's Ben...
335
00:34:33,621 --> 00:34:35,990
...And Ben is great.
336
00:34:36,365 --> 00:34:39,202
But it's not sexy.
337
00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:44,449
It is absolutely very light.
338
00:34:44,549 --> 00:34:49,003
More than anything, it feels so simple.
339
00:34:50,963 --> 00:34:53,090
Without surprising you.
340
00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:54,425
That's right, exactly.
341
00:34:55,843 --> 00:34:57,261
And there is also the strange one...
342
00:35:00,181 --> 00:35:01,874
...feeling of separation...
343
00:35:01,974 --> 00:35:06,020
...because of the strange familiarity
which results.
344
00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:11,484
That's not familiar.
345
00:35:14,487 --> 00:35:17,382
Is that from your art piece tonight?
346
00:35:17,482 --> 00:35:19,567
It's just the first piece.
347
00:35:21,202 --> 00:35:22,603
How can I miss this again.
348
00:35:22,854 --> 00:35:24,455
Will you miss the performance?
349
00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:27,708
Why will you be at that big party?
with all your fans.
350
00:35:31,003 --> 00:35:32,380
How are your fans?
351
00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:36,676
If my dad could see you.
352
00:35:37,518 --> 00:35:39,929
And experience Keith's show.
353
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:41,831
With all those people...
354
00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:44,559
...paying those amounts
to see your work.
355
00:35:44,851 --> 00:35:46,811
"You say that because he likes them now."
the performing arts?
356
00:35:52,108 --> 00:35:54,318
It must be totally
disconcerting for him.
357
00:35:56,445 --> 00:35:59,240
I never see it from their perspective.
358
00:36:08,124 --> 00:36:10,126
I think it must have been difficult.
359
00:36:50,958 --> 00:36:53,711
Hey, I don't want to move the floor...
360
00:36:53,878 --> 00:36:55,880
...but we must set limits.
361
00:36:56,797 --> 00:36:59,550
I know you already put everything in motion...
362
00:36:59,592 --> 00:37:03,179
But we haven't talked about this,
nor fixed things.
363
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:08,351
You can use the car and everything
you need
364
00:37:09,310 --> 00:37:12,772
The more I think about it, I think it's better.
If you don't stay more than a month.
365
00:37:14,649 --> 00:37:17,318
We have had difficult times.
366
00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:20,431
And stay a long time
I don't think it helps at all.
367
00:37:20,432 --> 00:37:22,932
I hope you understand.
368
00:37:38,506 --> 00:37:40,591
I'm Brontez, leave me a message.
369
00:37:42,176 --> 00:37:44,804
Hello Fresno, I'm Modesto.
370
00:37:46,731 --> 00:37:48,557
Sorry, it's Ben.
371
00:37:49,616 --> 00:37:52,516
And...
372
00:37:52,817 --> 00:37:54,397
I liked seeing you today.
373
00:37:54,730 --> 00:37:56,541
And he called...
374
00:37:56,641 --> 00:38:00,926
...to know what time
You're going to Jesse's tonight.
375
00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:06,325
Call me or I'll see you there.
376
00:38:25,636 --> 00:38:28,889
Welcome Christopher.
377
00:38:28,931 --> 00:38:30,850
How nice to see you.
378
00:38:33,753 --> 00:38:36,014
- Where is he?
- I don't know, it hasn't arrived.
379
00:38:36,114 --> 00:38:37,523
But you go ahead and go up.
380
00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:42,778
- Hello Ben.
-How are you?
381
00:38:44,372 --> 00:38:46,907
- What is this?
- They are Jesse masks.
382
00:38:46,949 --> 00:38:48,336
Brilliant.
383
00:38:49,337 --> 00:38:51,538
Well. See you upstairs.
384
00:39:09,730 --> 00:39:12,175
"I told you you were terrible at
kisses?
385
00:39:12,275 --> 00:39:14,643
Maybe I don't like anything every
that we do it.
386
00:39:16,779 --> 00:39:18,773
I don't hang out with lizards.
387
00:39:20,007 --> 00:39:21,460
I am a sexual mom.
388
00:39:21,860 --> 00:39:23,950
I left my heart in San Francisco.
389
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:25,112
Have you seen Jesse?
390
00:39:25,429 --> 00:39:27,656
The truth is I don't even know Jesse.
391
00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:31,002
I came with other people.
392
00:39:31,043 --> 00:39:34,914
No, he moved here first and
then me like a year later.
393
00:39:34,955 --> 00:39:36,499
Because he told me it was great.
394
00:39:36,732 --> 00:39:41,712
I try not to visit him too often.
as he would like.
395
00:39:41,854 --> 00:39:44,407
I dated him without really knowing him.
396
00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:47,401
I knew him well maybe 5 years later.
397
00:40:09,490 --> 00:40:13,577
Girls, girls, this is incredible.
I wish I had it.
398
00:40:14,854 --> 00:40:15,996
You are drugged.
399
00:40:16,047 --> 00:40:18,165
Seriously, where did you buy it.
400
00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:20,251
In the children's section.
401
00:40:20,292 --> 00:40:23,462
I bought it on the street, like everything
what he has.
402
00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:27,049
Tell us how dangerous it is.
403
00:40:28,918 --> 00:40:30,719
"The kind of love that should hurt."
404
00:40:34,707 --> 00:40:35,766
Read a little.
405
00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:37,134
OK.
406
00:40:41,313 --> 00:40:43,190
Lance fell back with a scream.
407
00:40:43,524 --> 00:40:46,026
As the member penetrated him,
408
00:40:46,318 --> 00:40:49,905
and his body convulsed with
an orgasm.
409
00:40:50,256 --> 00:40:52,366
Better I read it and you act it.
410
00:40:53,100 --> 00:40:53,970
What?
411
00:40:54,471 --> 00:40:55,171
Let's dance.
412
00:40:55,272 --> 00:40:58,172
- Like a challenge.
- A challenge, I like that.
413
00:40:59,966 --> 00:41:01,917
- Goodbye Ed and Ryan.
- See you.
414
00:41:05,304 --> 00:41:08,591
These San Francisco apartments
They are great.
415
00:41:08,632 --> 00:41:09,600
Yes, they are great.
416
00:41:10,117 --> 00:41:15,264
I love that they have this...
Flower of... That French thing.
417
00:41:16,123 --> 00:41:18,000
If I could be a prostitute
well paid...
418
00:41:18,100 --> 00:41:21,395
Work some penises and earn
millions of dollars.
419
00:41:25,449 --> 00:41:28,351
I have seen many apartments like this,
They are so radical.
420
00:41:28,393 --> 00:41:30,429
Especially if you're from somewhere else.
421
00:41:30,529 --> 00:41:31,229
Completely.
422
00:41:31,230 --> 00:41:32,823
And what are you doing here? How do you know
to Jesse?
423
00:41:33,616 --> 00:41:36,243
He's my ex-boyfriend.
424
00:41:36,952 --> 00:41:39,622
I feel like I'm very warm or I don't know.
425
00:41:40,039 --> 00:41:42,343
In the first 10 minutes I'm...
426
00:41:42,344 --> 00:41:44,344
Yes, we can fuck.
427
00:41:44,384 --> 00:41:46,078
Take my debit card.
428
00:41:46,153 --> 00:41:50,633
He only has like 3 dollars
but whatever.
429
00:41:50,674 --> 00:41:51,967
And what are you doing in the city?
430
00:41:52,718 --> 00:41:54,470
I live here.
431
00:41:56,639 --> 00:42:00,601
Okay, whatever, my stupid ones.
comments about departments.
432
00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:02,128
No, but it's true.
433
00:42:02,270 --> 00:42:06,607
- You know everything about San Francisco.
- No. I'm from Central Valley.
434
00:42:07,133 --> 00:42:09,902
My friend from New York called me
and said...
435
00:42:10,402 --> 00:42:13,967
"Yes, you have to move to New York...
436
00:42:13,968 --> 00:42:16,768
...continue your acting career here"
But it's so rare there.
437
00:42:16,867 --> 00:42:18,285
Everyone's like, "Move."
438
00:42:18,327 --> 00:42:22,289
This is San Francisco,
all relaxed.
439
00:42:24,041 --> 00:42:27,628
Let's discuss it for 10 years,
before something happens.
440
00:42:29,321 --> 00:42:30,268
Fresno!
441
00:42:31,570 --> 00:42:32,970
Modest!
442
00:42:33,071 --> 00:42:34,271
You are drunk.
443
00:42:36,128 --> 00:42:38,973
Jesse, let's light your cake.
444
00:42:44,637 --> 00:42:46,188
It will only be tonight.
445
00:42:46,322 --> 00:42:49,942
We don't need to have a discussion
about having an open relationship.
446
00:42:50,025 --> 00:42:51,343
Yeah, whatever...
447
00:42:51,443 --> 00:42:53,112
...I want to do this.
448
00:42:54,746 --> 00:42:56,657
You don't want to?
449
00:42:56,991 --> 00:42:58,826
No, if I want.
450
00:43:00,494 --> 00:43:02,997
I want to be sure that this is not
for what happened a while ago.
451
00:43:03,372 --> 00:43:05,833
What? No, Wayne.
452
00:43:06,108 --> 00:43:08,586
I have been strange, but I think
that will be fun.
453
00:43:16,510 --> 00:43:18,554
What is the fundamental thing here?
454
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,889
You are looking for intimacy.
455
00:43:21,307 --> 00:43:23,117
You can go to a party.
456
00:43:23,417 --> 00:43:26,170
Talk about your feelings with
a cute boy
457
00:43:26,270 --> 00:43:29,293
He turns out to be the same
and they go to the steamers.
458
00:43:29,294 --> 00:43:32,494
And 6 different guys take it.
459
00:43:32,593 --> 00:43:34,929
At this point in my life.
460
00:43:35,029 --> 00:43:36,688
I think I can...
461
00:43:36,956 --> 00:43:37,915
I have never gone.
462
00:43:37,957 --> 00:43:40,576
I've never been to a bathhouse,
but I would like to.
463
00:43:40,701 --> 00:43:43,312
What kind of gay are you?
464
00:43:43,412 --> 00:43:44,496
I said I'd like to go.
465
00:43:44,955 --> 00:43:46,440
Well, I'm playing with you.
466
00:43:46,540 --> 00:43:48,792
But we should go next Tuesday.
467
00:43:48,834 --> 00:43:50,961
They charge half and on Mondays too.
468
00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:53,197
It doesn't seem strange to you...
469
00:43:53,397 --> 00:43:56,050
that we have spent time together
and we never became friends.
470
00:43:56,250 --> 00:43:58,802
Were you always funny? Don't you
funny memory
471
00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:04,099
Would you like to fuck?
472
00:44:04,892 --> 00:44:06,685
Seriously, I know Jesse is leaving...
473
00:44:07,294 --> 00:44:11,607
And I don't know what's between you, but
I feel that...
474
00:44:13,008 --> 00:44:14,209
Do you know what I mean?
475
00:44:14,902 --> 00:44:17,446
Yes, I mean, there is nothing between us.
476
00:44:17,997 --> 00:44:19,490
Lie! Are you sure?
477
00:44:19,791 --> 00:44:20,791
Yeah.
478
00:44:21,850 --> 00:44:22,660
You're beautiful.
479
00:44:23,327 --> 00:44:25,454
You're very good-looking. You always have been.
480
00:44:25,813 --> 00:44:26,705
Intelligent.
481
00:44:31,427 --> 00:44:34,588
You were embarrassed that I told you
that you are cute
482
00:44:35,447 --> 00:44:38,884
I'm afraid of what you will do when you
say you have a beautiful butt.
483
00:44:38,926 --> 00:44:42,471
It's seriously, like, Christmas.
484
00:44:44,556 --> 00:44:46,266
Just kidding, I took it too far.
485
00:44:46,408 --> 00:44:48,560
I'm playing with you.
486
00:45:32,813 --> 00:45:33,731
Shit!
487
00:45:39,453 --> 00:45:42,698
I thought you were going to Sebastopol
all weekend.
488
00:45:42,706 --> 00:45:44,391
I thought you would be up
having a party.
489
00:45:44,491 --> 00:45:45,909
I was.
490
00:45:50,060 --> 00:45:51,582
But, I'm wearing your clothes.
491
00:45:51,623 --> 00:45:52,833
I already saw.
492
00:45:53,709 --> 00:45:56,428
Yes, it was the song of the
rubber ducky and I was like...
493
00:45:59,270 --> 00:46:03,435
You try to put your tongue in
new...
494
00:46:03,635 --> 00:46:05,846
...and it never works.
495
00:46:07,848 --> 00:46:11,101
It feels so unspontaneous.
496
00:46:18,550 --> 00:46:21,531
Maybe, it will be easier if...
497
00:46:21,632 --> 00:46:24,532
...you tell us something that
I would like them to do it for you.
498
00:46:25,891 --> 00:46:27,409
Or what you want to do to us.
499
00:46:28,911 --> 00:46:35,194
Well, Jorge. Why don't you
Do you take Wayne's shirt off?
500
00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:38,003
I knew he would say that.
501
00:46:45,469 --> 00:46:48,388
You will not kiss him. You will kiss his armpits.
502
00:46:52,601 --> 00:46:53,727
He loves doing that.
503
00:46:54,461 --> 00:46:56,313
"It's okay if I take off."
the shirt too?
504
00:47:17,109 --> 00:47:18,377
Try the other one.
505
00:47:35,317 --> 00:47:37,454
I feel its smell on your lips.
506
00:48:14,249 --> 00:48:16,852
No, and then the woman who
would act after me...
507
00:48:19,630 --> 00:48:22,441
He was doing this prince thing.
508
00:48:22,758 --> 00:48:24,902
Too beautiful.
509
00:48:25,010 --> 00:48:28,272
I had a lot of hair
above his head.
510
00:48:28,414 --> 00:48:31,950
And I moved it this way that it was
like a prince's pompadour.
511
00:48:31,992 --> 00:48:34,494
The moment it came out we knew
who was
512
00:48:35,145 --> 00:48:38,509
His torso was uncovered...
513
00:48:38,609 --> 00:48:43,295
and you saw her breasts, but she had this
confidence and strength...
514
00:48:43,712 --> 00:48:45,505
That he looked like a prince
even if she was a woman.
515
00:48:45,839 --> 00:48:49,217
It was like a drag king's number,
but I don't know...
516
00:48:49,359 --> 00:48:53,256
It was embodied...
517
00:48:53,257 --> 00:48:54,257
Not so much as imitating
518
00:48:54,665 --> 00:48:56,224
And it was so precise.
519
00:48:56,366 --> 00:48:59,069
The audience burst into laughter
520
00:48:59,169 --> 00:49:01,313
With each pelvic movement.
521
00:49:01,355 --> 00:49:05,175
And every gesture, and suddenly
It wasn't funny anymore.
522
00:49:05,317 --> 00:49:06,718
It was deeply magical.
523
00:49:06,818 --> 00:49:09,780
Anyway, I was just thinking about you.
I thought you should be there.
524
00:49:14,226 --> 00:49:15,827
You've never been, right?
525
00:49:20,107 --> 00:49:24,962
No, but I wrote to Wayne and
He doesn't totally hate me.
526
00:50:49,821 --> 00:50:51,798
I think I'd better go dancing.
527
00:50:57,746 --> 00:50:58,555
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
528
00:52:02,310 --> 00:52:05,914
It's Ben.
529
00:52:06,273 --> 00:52:07,874
Isn't Jesse there?
530
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,128
Is this going to bring you down?
531
00:52:13,831 --> 00:52:15,799
Are they using a condom?
532
00:53:24,176 --> 00:53:26,153
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
533
00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:56,418
I want to fuck you.
534
00:54:57,252 --> 00:54:58,295
Do you want?
535
00:54:58,496 --> 00:54:59,296
Yeah.
536
00:55:00,739 --> 00:55:01,824
- Yes?
- Yeah.
537
00:56:05,912 --> 00:56:08,531
- I love you.
- I love you too.
538
00:56:12,018 --> 00:56:14,245
I'm going to finish.
539
00:56:40,263 --> 00:56:41,523
Sorry.
540
00:56:50,832 --> 00:56:53,409
I acted strange tonight.
541
00:56:54,586 --> 00:56:55,995
No, you didn't. Maybe a little.
542
00:56:56,071 --> 00:56:57,580
Shut up, I'm sorry.
543
00:57:52,010 --> 00:57:53,511
I could have tried harder.
544
00:57:57,015 --> 00:57:58,683
Maybe.
545
00:58:00,560 --> 00:58:02,437
Maybe you screwed it up a little.
546
00:58:02,529 --> 00:58:03,730
You are human.
547
00:58:04,480 --> 00:58:08,105
We can honor that I
I feel like shit, I know...
548
00:58:08,406 --> 00:58:12,006
...that I am human, I do not forget.
549
00:58:12,614 --> 00:58:13,364
I know.
550
00:58:19,813 --> 00:58:21,956
This is fucked...
551
00:58:23,608 --> 00:58:27,837
...because I feel like I've spent
the last 10 years of my life...
552
00:58:29,839 --> 00:58:34,260
...distracting myself from myself.
553
00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:40,642
And I don't know why I'm so afraid
of myself
554
00:58:46,214 --> 00:58:49,108
There are all those stories.
555
00:58:50,443 --> 00:58:54,197
And I don't understand myself in any of them.
556
00:59:03,039 --> 00:59:06,209
This is the path I'm on
missing...
557
00:59:16,586 --> 00:59:18,554
Can you come here?
558
00:59:58,411 --> 00:59:59,128
Well.
559
01:00:47,643 --> 01:00:48,847
Do you want to fuck me?
560
01:00:49,148 --> 01:00:50,848
Yes, I want to fuck you.
561
01:00:53,091 --> 01:00:54,359
You know that, right.
562
01:01:51,808 --> 01:01:52,834
Is this okay?
563
01:01:55,611 --> 01:01:56,337
Yeah.
564
01:02:33,700 --> 01:02:36,002
Raise your legs.
565
01:02:44,560 --> 01:02:45,511
My God.
566
01:03:06,824 --> 01:03:08,409
Quiet
567
01:03:10,261 --> 01:03:11,287
It's okay.
568
01:03:33,451 --> 01:03:37,605
It's too much.
569
01:03:40,308 --> 01:03:41,984
Just tell me what you need.
570
01:03:51,002 --> 01:03:52,790
This...
571
01:03:53,791 --> 01:03:55,791
...it's not what I wanted.
572
01:06:24,030 --> 01:06:25,272
What time are you arriving?
573
01:06:29,051 --> 01:06:31,570
About 4 o'clock there.
574
01:06:35,583 --> 01:06:36,992
Will daddy pick you up?
575
01:07:16,832 --> 01:07:18,409
My God.
576
01:07:20,253 --> 01:07:21,454
I'm excited.
577
01:07:22,588 --> 01:07:26,083
I don't know why, but I'm excited.